Friday, March 21, 2008

Religious Speaker!

Hmm.....sitting in the mosque today i saw something and went into a deep though.......i said to my self "does everything have a personality" as in non-living things too? i saw this black box and went into a thought that well truely speaking made me miss the whole friday lecture!!!! heheh...any how

I thought that well personality comes from how we are brought up how we are made so i thought...hmm it is composed of wires,has a magnet in it....hmm its branded by a foreign company.....so it must have been made by a non-muslim...hmm what else can i gather....ya but after it has been made and tested with the worst conditions...it now hangs in a corner in a very peaceful place.....THE MOSQUE and produces religious sounds.....may it me the Tilawat(recitation) or Azaan...and what not.It is a very useful equipment indeed.

Yes people i am talikng about an ordinary speaker,but what does it feel?does it like its place in the mousque or woul;d it rather be will to be in a guys room playing hardrock songs....banging all over the place........but what does destiny keep for it in the future....will it be sold as a used item on thaila when it has done its time in the mosque........and then after all this religious background and broughtup.....it might end up in someones house playing songs,or may be end up on a suzuki shouting voices of a Political leader, or may be it will get its place on a stall where all day it would play a pre-recorded voice like "aam ka juice panch ruppe glass bhai...khud piyan aur ghar walon ko pilain" or ........ammmm well cant think of more places hehehehe....

So..........dont know why on earth did i write this but well it was just fruit for thought............which made me think what does or future hold fo us,what is our base and how should we act in this world regarding all maters,is what we do the right thing to do????and alot of things went in my mind like zap!!!! i cant even type as fast as the thoughts pass through my mind!!!!!




Wednesday, March 19, 2008

Intentions Good..................OutcomesBad!!!

Hello people,hope every body is ahvin fun on this blog though i aint gettin a lot of comments but still,i write a blog so that i can have my experiences on air for others to learn from,so here i am with another one!


So its started with a little thing that we wanted to do for some one,a person who has cared for us and has bin there for us when we were in an uncontroleable or confusing situation.We just decided to present a gift and this whole thing became an issue,that..... why this gift was presented,,,no readers not the person who was recieving the gift made an issue,rather the people around us,i cant actually disclose the names of the people.....but the gist of this blog is that some times good intentions for some one can cause a hell of a situation for the those whome u try to do some thing for...........


I guess that is life han?.......if someone wishes to do some thing good for some one,people around just try to make a scene out of it,and try to get entertained by it for pleasure......how can people be so? even people u can trust(like in my case) can creat a problem.......even if it wont matter to them if this act of goodness is done or not.....still all they want to do is poke their noses in it and make matters worse................i guess people are jealous about it also........that ooo!! he did this particular thing for that falana(annonymous) person ......why didnt he do it for me and then u can easily go to where it all leads.


But from my recent experience i still stand for the right path,if u want to do some thing good for somebody then just do it.....dont think if that person will like it or not...or what other people will think.....ofcourse one should look for the limit line and not cross it but one should not be scared about doing an act of goodness............."cause an act of goodness never goes to waste" and one advice which is beautifully phrased by Capt.Jack Sparrow in the "Pirates Of The Caribean" i guess it was the first one......... "You can trust a dishonest man to be dishonest,its the honest ones you should watch out for".


Ill sum it up here........watch your back in every thing you do be wise, be smart, be courageous but dont be hiper as when one gets in that conditions one looses the power to make wise decisions............well all of this because there is some one always waiting behind that dark curtain to stab you in the back.

Monday, March 17, 2008

Shairi Take One---------Rolling

utha lo mujhe ko apne in hathon se,
k main to kagaz ki kashti sa hoon,


le k in hathon main sukha do mujhe,
k ye pani mujhe akra jaye ga,
hoon akela tanha is darya-e-dard main,
bant lo jo piya hain main ne is darya se,

is darya-e-dhook main pighal jaoonga,
k main to kagaz ki kashti sa hoon,



dair karna mat k mera waqt hai pani main muktasir,
ye nigal jaye ga mujhe,dhoba de ga gherayon main,
gaya jo aik baar to dhoond na payo gay kabhi,
k hai ye darya rangon aur gehrayon main gehra,


nikal lena mujhe is darya-e-edard se jald,
k main to kagaz ki kashti sa hoon,



agar kabhi dekho k badal hain gehre aasman main,
dhank lena mujhe,k ye badal baras na jain,
na kia khayal to bheeg jaoon ga main itna,
nazron k samne reza reza payo gay mujko,

bacha k rakhna mujhko in zindagi k khatron se,
k main to kagaz ki kashti sa hoon,



rakhna khud k pass aur khud ko aasoon se door,
k ye aasoon bhe to bhega dain gay mujko,
par tere liye ye ansoon bhee pe loonga main,
khud ko maar k doon ga tujhe kuch thora aaram,


par hai meri bhi had-e-bardasht kuch ziyada nahin,
k main to kagaz ki kashti sa hoom,


pao kabhi khud ko kisi darya main dhoobte,
bait jana muj main ke main bacha loonga tujhko,
dega tu mujhe wo himmat k samandar bhi kia cheez hai,
chahiye tera saath aur pyar,bas kuch aur nahin


chahiye tujsa mujhe chalane wala,
k main to kagaz ki kashti sa hoon,



meri banawat ko samj lena achi tarhan,
k jan lo tum pasand napasand meri,
aur ho koi khata hum se kabhi,
to maramat karsako hamari behter,
koi cheez lage mujh main kam agar,
koi cheeze lage ghalat mujh main agar,
to mor k kar dena tum mujhe sahi,
badal sakta hai tu hi k chaha hai dilse tujhe,


sonp di zidagi tere haath main apni
k mian to kagaz ki kashti sa hoon

Saturday, March 8, 2008

A Shair In Me

From today i have decided that ill start leaving a few shares of mine on my blog............well u know why cause its mine!!!!! HRRR!!!!! hahaha just kidin people........well i just wanted a place to expose the shair in me, and then get comments on it too......so here goes.


IT STARTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Friday, March 7, 2008

On The Verge Of Extinction!

Today i write with a thought that makes me have goose bumps all over my body,a though that makes me so deeply sucked into it that i can think no further,so i decided to let it out of my system and write it on my blog.
Oh! man the dates seem to pass like moments these days......the days that me and my class mates will never forget,THE DAYS OF COLLEGE...................yes!!! people go into it ...... think,try to refresh the memories of those wonderfull carefree college days,though the most important one's considering the fact that our future depends on them,but still dont we all miss them,well i can surely say that it will take me a long time to get over the fact that college life is gone............and i need to warm up to this fact soon as we are only 20-30 regular college days away from these days being extinct!
WaO!! my college days,me being an o'level private candidate wasnt able to get my hands on the amount of fun people have in schools,and when i came to A.P.S.A.C(Army Public School And College System) karachi,saddar....i realised what i had missed in the 2-3 years time of my o'level studies..............firstly i cursed my self and wished that those days could come back so that i could go to a regular school and take the taste of what i had missed..........but them came to the conclusion that there is no use of crying over spilled milk and it would be wise of me enjoy what i had in my hands.
In college,from the first day onwards i was like trying to grab any moment of laughter and bit of enjoyment i could,that always kept me on the front line of every occasion,might that be a science fair or a party,even small happenings during classes or in lunch times,i was always there in every little thingi that went on.Then i made a lot of friends too,which made every thing even more merrier!! Relations with teachers were always good in every way and i tried to be in their good books cause i believe a teacher should be a friend of the students so that no matter how stupid the question he asks is! the student can feel free to ask it.
Man ill miss these days alot,and well since this thought of ""NO COLLEGE NO MORE"" has creped in, i have started sucking every little bit of everything i can take from college,either its knowledge,experiences,memories.....every thing.........i just dont want to move on,but i have to,i know that and will surely move do it cause i understand that i have a future ahead,which is full of experience's which i want to taste too.
Here i would like to take the opportunity to thank all my teachers,friends,buddies,and someone whome i know will read this........Thank u all.......for all the great experiences that u have given me,every one in college will take something different from college and what i will take is inexpressible,the memories will make me smile every time i think of the days of college.
Hope the journey of life ahead is also rich and full of overwhelming moments as these two years of college!!!!